I acted out yesterday. This resets me. I am not going to get beat down because I must stay positive and believe I can do better. As I started to act out, I remembered this blog and thought about writing an entry as a report mechanism to let the world know I was tempted. That would have helped and I believe would have prevented acting out. This makes me think I need to focus on more “all-day” interaction here rather than just once in the morning. Any time I need to report I can get on here and describe my current situation and talk through what I need to focus on.
For now, I have an addiction to Pornography. I will always have the addiction but I wont always act out in it. I am working on improving and avoiding lust and avoiding focus on sexual thoughts. I am on my 1st day of recovery from my addiction. I can change and I re-commit to not acting out today.
