Yesterday I did some additional indulgence in pornography. It was to a lesser extent but I was definitely viewing things and thinking things that were of a sexual nature in order to cope with feelings I wasn’t willing to deal with. I am reporting here as an attempt to be fully honest with myself and the world. I still believe I will need someone to report to in addition to this, but being consistent here, in saying no to myself, in creating more structure in my life, and in other activities that prompt honesty and awareness will help.
It’s critical that every day I ride the line of being humble (I do not have things figured out) being confident (I can get a little better each day at figuring things out) and seeking help from an almighty power who can help. I have an addiction to pornography which I use to escape and avoid dealing with the painful or uncomfortable things in life.
Addiction Reporting 